Saturday, January 27, 2007
All I want to do right now is...
Take a walk down a quiet street, sit in a small cafe that is not too lit up, but smells of coffee. I want to sit on a wooden table and spend the time waiting reading etched lines and imagine the stories people have left behind.
The coffee served with the best homemade chocolate chip cookie.
yum =)
12:42 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
This week....
One of my closest friends got married. About 4 years ago, in the middle of typical college conversations all of us were arguing who would get married first. It was just fun then, we knew it won't happen anytime soon. Now, after her wedding is almost over, I look around and wonder how long everyone would remain unmarried, would we be able to relate to each other's lives? It's scary.
We all gulped down our grief with coffee and pretended to be happy by cracking jokes throughout the wedding. On the way back, we put 'all good things come to an end on repeat' and just sat there in the cold. Quiet.
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I miss her already.
My sister is packing up today to leave this evening with my nephews. I don't even want to say more. Just blocking everything out with music.
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I saw an old friend, he's married now. I thought I could deal with the past, but I don't even want to see it.
For now....
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end
11:14 PM
